68 days

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Today is the last day for me at Guatemala. Its a nice place. Full with eye catching view. If u are looking for a place to run away from the buzy and noisy city, this is the place. Tikal is the original place for maya people.

But be carefull, just now i see someone dead on the bus. The bus driver had been killed for money. Then i asked them how many cases that already happened. They answer more than 50 bus drivers have been killed since January this year. i'm quite shock. There are about 2000 buses around Guatemala City (capital of Guatemala). If every years 50 out of 2000 had been killed (and still counting) its a dangerous job. 2.5% to be killed. Malaysian bus drivers must say that they're lucky to be born in Malaysia.

Paper pun aku dah nak balik Malaysia dah ni. Aku dah nak bercuti. MALAYSIA........TUNGGU AKU...
 

no title

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susahnya hidup sampai kita tak tau apa nak di buat keesokan hari.
susahnya hidup bila jawapan yang di beri tidak memuaskan.
susahnya hidup bila apa yang kita hajati tidak dapat dipenuhi.
susahnya hidup bila ada saja halangan untuk memnuhi impian.
susahnya hidup sampai ada orang yang bunuh diri.
susahnya hidup jika tiada yang percaya diri ini.

kenapa hidup itu susah?
jangan di susahkan hidup dengan memikirkan hari esok,
jangan di susahkan hidup dengan hanya mengharapkan jawapan,
jangan di susahkan hidup berserta hajat diri,
jangan di susahkan hidup di penuhi impian,
perlukah membunuh diri jika susah?
perlukah kita hidup atas pandangan orang?

hidup....
tak perlu di susahkan ia...

-silent-
 

alone

By piece or peace
when u are alone, it will make u lonely....























"We make a liv
ing by what we get, but we make a life by what we give." -winston churchill-

rules of law or rule by the law
-silent-


 

life is a lie without f

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F in the title is not the 'f' word but it just an alphabet. Yeah its true that our life is full with 'f' word things.

Lets back to the title. U dont believe in that? Let me show u something with some question.

"Who ever did lied in his life before this put his leg on the ground please"
See all of us did lied in our life. I bet most of u've encountered situation that need u to lie to escape from bad consequences.

For me the biggest lie i ever made is to my self. And till now I still believe in that lie.

-silent-


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unpublished

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Leadership comes with price. Sacrifice yourself for the sake of others. Leader left this world with dignity and left us with something to think about, something to follow.

But guys, my advice, do not follow your f**king leader.

Winston Churchill. Former Prime Minister of United Kingdom from 1940 to 1945 and again from 1951 to 1955. He left the world with so many words that even I still amazed.

Mahatma Gandhi. Another philosopher that amazed the world by only his words.

Tunku Abdul Rahman. Well our father of independence. No need to introduce him to you. Even though some of the people think that he delayed our national freedom (well not exactly his acted alone but somehow he was a part of UMNO) but he succeed.

Tun Dr Mahatir. Salute him because of his talented mind. See something unforeseen. Changing the whole world impression towards Malaysia. To many of achivement he made during his 'dictactorial' time. Yet he managed to left something for the others.

Abdullah Ahmad Badawi. I wonder for the next 20 years who will be remember about him. Well i can guess some of the Malaysian student that major in history of Malaysian maybe. Is there any foreigner know about him? Wait till that time please.

“Churchill wrote his own speeches. When a leader does that, he becomes emotionally invested with his utterances. If Churchill had had a speech writer in 1940, Britain would be speaking German today.” -James C. Humes-

Leaders nowadays tend to read the script written by their assistance. That is ridiculous. We need leader that can speak his words to us.

The last leader that we should see is our self. Do we qualified enough to be a leader to our self. Where do we headed? Disaster or we build a good future?

just my 2cent
-silent-
 

clear my mind

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Recently all i wrote was something that i think i shouldn't show it to a public. So guys, this is the new me.

Secrets make u crazy but more secrets make u mystery.

I'd planned about everything in my life but most of them is a "successfully" failure. So i decide to not be a planner because once u have a plan u have a posibility to fail. Let it be. Follow the flow. Did i juz plan on something right now?

Live your life to the max.

-silent-
 

tahukah anda? III

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i was looking at the CIA world factbook....and discover something about malaysia.....
this is the sex ration in malaysia

at birth: 1.07 male(s)/female
under 15 years: 1.06 male(s)/female
15-64 years: 1.01 male(s)/female
65 years and over: 0.78 male(s)/female
total population: 1.01 male(s)/female (2008 est.)

although this is juz an estimation, but ratio between male and female in malaysia quite balance.....in spanish i can say partido....hahahahaha.....

ape kejadah nyer sume ni......well to all ladies.....this time u all correct.....no need to poligami.....yeah boys....ko kawen 2 ko tutup pluang sorang nak kawen....ko kawen 3 dah 2......kawen 4 dah 3 dah.............


cuba bayang kan.....ader 300 org dalam 100000 ribu lelaki kawen 2..........dah 300 org yg len tak kawen........200 org kawen 3......dah 400 orang len tak kawen.......100 orang kawen 4......dah 300 orang tak kawen.........so dalam 100000 ader 1000 org tak kawen.....1%.........kalo kat mesia ni ader 25 juta orang (CIA claim ader 25,274,132 (July 2008 est.) )..... so lelaki ader 129699937 org....malas nak cakap lagi....

tmbah lagi fakta
0-14 years: 31.8% (male 4,135,013/female 3,898,761)
15-64 years: 63.3% (male 8,026,755/female 7,965,332)
65 years and over: 4.9% (male 548,970/female 699,302) (2008 est.)

lelaki msh byk lagi........tapi ku pelik.........wahai pompuan sumer....kenapa masih ader lagi yg jadi andartu????
 

mundo de hoy ( world of today)

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Where Are Muslim Youth going?

Very many leading senior Muslim scholars are worried a lot about many,
particularly Muslim youngsters involving in all sorts of immoral,
illegal, dirty, and unlawful activities to make a living and to
continue with their undeserving lavish standard of living.

Internet access gives a tremendous opportunity to enhance knowledge
but at the same time, it wide opens the gates of dirty sewerage into
the lives of far too many youngsters. It makes it easy for them to
access immoral, irreligious, violent dirty and undesirable web sites.

Muslim society, like all other societies, is now very much enlightened
that both parents work and are away from home almost for 12 hours
leaving their grown up children under the custody of housemaids in
rich countries or alone at home to look after themselves watched by
the old grand-parents very many themselves are weak and ignorant.

We have to think of ways and means to instill in our youths the need
to preserve Islamic moral values. Mere teaching of religious education
alone or emphasizing on rituals alone is not enough. There are far too
many Muslims who are regular in disciplining themselves in
rituals(Ibadah)thinking that that will guarantee enough scores for
rewards in the Akhirat, but in their daily transactions,(mu'amalat)
many are as bad or worse than agnostics.

Is only ritual based Ibadah Islam? What about the following that we
got to follow if we are good Muslims but many of us are indifferent.
- paying the wages of our workers before their sweat dries
- keeping up our promises
- repaying money borrowed on time
- believing in the international brotherhood of Islam
- the spirit of generosity, love and tolerance
- not boasting and having ego and pride in one's wealth and Position
and fame and treating others with contempt.
- respect and devotion to the elders, children and the marginalized
ones in the society.
- concern for justice, equity and fairplay,
- dedication to education, knowledge and criticism

We have neglected the mu'amalat and have concentrated on showing off
rituals without understanding the spirit behind those rituals.

Mere lecturing about Islamic Akhlak has fallen in deaf ears. A lot of
lip service is given but very little is done in the form of effective
control and implementation.

Trained Alims alone cannot solve these social ills. We need a much
stronger iron fisted decision makers, morally righteous police force
and clean and religiously convinced bureaucrats. And all of them
should think of several measures to arrest the tide of immorality and
crimes in Muslim countries and where we live as minorities.

For instance, on 25 March 2008, the Indonesian Parliament had passed a
law, which made producing or accessing web sites with pornographic or
violent contents, as illegal. The law provides for a maximum penalty
of six years or a fine up to US$ 80,000 for disseminating pornographic
materials on line.

A similar law is an immediate first step that very many Muslim
Governments should take to stop our youngsters becoming the friends of
the most cursed one ( the Shaitan).We have the technology to do this
and we have liberal financial resources to employ the best brains. So
what stops us from preventing the decay( except the political will to
face the opposition of the scatter brained) before it gets out of
control as in the West where in the name of freedom of expression the
nude pictures of even a President's wife is on all newspapers in the
U.K.

There is no shame or etiquette. Anything and everything can be
commercialized as long as it pleases the sensualities of some people,
and brings money and name to others. It is the freedom of the jungle.
Man has become intoxicated and lost his power to think and accept the
moral laws of God Almighty

If a very large country like Indonesia, can pass such laws and
implement these, it should be very much easier in smaller countries in
the Middle East and Southeast Asia. It has become much more important
now since mobile telephones are now turning out to be secretly hidden
but openly exposed gimmicks for youths to access the most undesirable
web sites.

We hope serious discussion takes place and an effective action plan is
drawn to create an economically, educationally and technologically
thriving Muslim society without losing our cherished Islamic culture
and values.

Some suggestions:

Control and block some of the dirty TV channels, literature, adult
magazines and newspapers publishing and glorifying famous singers and
entertainers, of course all the pornographic sites. Make it a crime to
access any pornographic or violent or anti-Islamic web sites. Make the
law strict on Dish Antennas.

: Bring a law on dress code not only for Muslims but also for non-
Muslims because some of them are allowed to dress as harlots do,
revealing far too much of their Awrat and walk around the shopping
complexes wearing underwear length shorts and broad-necked upper
garments, particularly when these complexes have become places of
entertainments and avenues for killing time for our youth. All Muslim
women must be asked to wear a proper veil covering their bosoms and
heads, the length of which should come up to their navels-this will
help. We cannot have two standards as we have in Malaysian States like
Kelantan, one expecting Malay boys and girls to dress modestly and
another giving as much freedom as England has given to non-Muslims in
the matter of dress. Can anyone deny the fact that revealing dress
certainly leads to sex crimes? The present day Hijab designed just to
conceal their hair but show off their feminine curves to grown up male
students and men, in my opinion should not be acceptable.

: Muslim countries like Malaysia should try to go back to single sex
educational institutions, at all levels from Form 8th Grade to college
education. We have to build more educational institutes to cater for
girls and boys separately We should never have hostels for boys and
girls adjacent to each other. The State of Georgia in USA is
considering segregating girls and boys in educational institutions
because of teen related sex crimes. What more to say in Muslim
communities

: We need more recreational facilities separately for boys and girls.
Every big town must have a sports facility, a football pitch, women
community centre and a good well-stocked library. We got to change the
basic attitudes and habits of the people and cultivate more serious
outlook in the lives of our youths.

-pam.ameen-
 

tahukah anda? II

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jellyfish is not a fish.....binatang paling gerek ku rasa.....takde otak....takder badan.....takder tulang tapi dia bleh idop dalam persekitaran hampir tiada oksigen!!!!!! means kalo tmpat tu byk obor2 means kurang oksigen.....bukan obor2 ni gunakan oksigen sampai abis tapi dia idop sebab tiada pesaing......idop bebas.....

aper yang wat kan oksigen abis???....bukak balik kitab bio form 4 kalo tak silap aku....takpun form 5.......pullution of coz.....saper yg wat....kita manusia.....pembuangan sisa pertanian menggalakkan pertumbuhan alga......alga guna oksigen.......ikan tak leh idop takder oksigen....tapi obor2 boleh......

lihat lah...bertapa hebatnyer Allah.....dia cipta obor2 tiada apa2....tapi dia beri kelebihan yg kita pun kalo bleh nak........cuma ku terpk....kalo la kita campak obor kat space dia leh idop tak???.....jawapan nye tidak......sebab......takder air la plak....hahhahaa
 

moral artis

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ku tertarik ngn isi kandungan Harakah (ku bukan kater ku org PAS n ku tak kate ku org BN)
aper yg dah jadi ngn artis MALAYSIA (i talk bout malay artist, claimed to be a muslim)
bergambar bogel,bercium sana sini, tangkap khalwat,
pe kes ni...kalo time org berhimpun sibuk kerajaan kutuk sana kutuk sini....
ni hah public figure ni hah...at least amik la tindakan......

ku prasan skang ni artis guna kan teknologi sbgai alasan....
gambar bogel??-its not me, superimpose for sure-
iskkh....dulu zarina zainudin kena banned......
pas tu wan nor azlin kena banned......
pastu aku tgk dah abis dah....takder lagi dah.....pnutup dia kat situ......

truk2....dah makin truk.....ku bukan lah alim sangat........
ku pun byk wat dosa......tapi tak pasal2 kita pun dapat dosa kering kalo takder usaha nak atasi benda ni......
artis ni pn bangang...ko public figure......iskkk behave ar sikit.....
artis ni byk buruk dari baik....nak citer pasal artis ni byk sgt......yg tunggang ar itu ar ini ar......

juz ma 2cents
-silent-
 

tahukah anda? I

Category: By piece or peace
mata sangat sensitif dengan kaler biru. tak percaya??...tgk langit...kenapa kalau takder awan kaler biru....padahal ankasa lepas itam....dengan idea ini lah plasma TV byk kaler biru......fikir2 kan lah....


"jangan makan kalo nak kurus" salah....sebab kalo tak makan metabolisma kita kurang...makan jer...tapi makan la makanan fiber ker...buah paling senang....ikut kate scientist 3 jam sekali....tapi aku nak tido 8 jam....gile aper tido pkul 10 pkul 1 bgn makan buah...hahaha....tapi percaya lah....

"Genetically, women have a disadvantage when it comes to that. Their bodies store more fat than men. For good reason, says Calabrese. Women's bodies are designed to bear and nourish babies and fat is the primary energy source to support fetal development. In addition, Calabrese says, men generally lose weight quicker as a result of regular exercise." -www.webmd.com- talking bout to lose weight so to all ladies in da world...plz have fat...to have the next generation
 

my virtual health center

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i'll keep log my weight in here. i've gain too much weight in last year, so i would like to have my old body (ku slalu guna prkataan berat badan unggul time zaman "kegemilangan" dulu ar)

before i arrive at guatemala my weight is 75kg (hell yeah..before this 60kg!!!takes only a year plus2 to gain that much)

rite now 72.8kg (with short, singlet, shoes, stokin ) 4/11/2008 to have "berat badan unggul" i need to eliminate another 2.8 kg.
my 2 weeks target. 70 kg
 

autoshow

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last sunday ku ngn omar (guatemalan) bersama rakan mesia gi melawat autoshow berbayar di guatemala.....kata2 ku....
langsung tak best........
ni jek yg gerek

dia claim keta ni gerak ngn hidrogen...ku tak tau...stereng leh gerak ke kanan ke kiri..awesome..hahaha...tu je la...
 

song for her

By piece or peace
Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.
 

The road not taken

By piece or peace
TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth; 5
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same, 10
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back. 15
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

-Robert Frost-

PS:sajer mengingat kembali
 

quote for today

By piece or peace
Never pretend to a LOVE which you do not actually feel, for LOVE is not ours to command.
-alan watts-

Love is blind and lovers cannot see it.
-Shakespere-

Love Allah first before u love others.
-silent-
 

Happyness

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am i look happy??

should i look happy??

why i cant be happy??

do u happy when i happy??


crappy words of happy-ness.......

-silent-
 

Money, Roses, Diner

By piece or peace
"Money is not everything but everything needs money"


yup dats correctomundo....this world is corrupt....materialistic......and there is also phrase:

"The world will not adapt to yourself, you have to adopt your self to the world"

conclusion money makes me happy...
(its 1170USD...no need to count)


I walk by the office in this morning and saw this lovely roses...my grandma used to hv this kind of rose in her house but the flower are not this lovely(kumbang byk kot.....tak lawa asik kena makan jerk...kat sini sejuk...kumbang tak leh pakai sweater kikiki )


isn't it sweet....

actually this tree has tree kind of colour...pink, oren ngn merah...kan ader tu kecik jek

This is for my gal...hehehe....

but unlucky...this kind of roses can only bloom like 1-2 days only before it become ugly.....so need to cut it out......


rite now diner is the waiting meal for me.......we cook at last.....i'm the chef...hahaha.......plz see my masterpiece out of nothing in the middle of nowhere......


since ader new member dari malaysia datang....malam ni aku macam happy.....

~silent~


 

Try, Quit, Fail & Success

By piece or peace
there is a words " you haven't failed until you quit "..............
but what happen if u keep on failling and it force u to quit..........
some people just afraid to try bcoz they cant face the consequence.....
there is no one in this world that really like to failed........
dare to fail will make u success.........
good luck is the result of good planning..........
good planning leads to good result.........
so we have to planed our try and never quit so we can escape fail and get success.....
that sound bullshit.....
There are 2 words of try..3 quit....5 fail...2 success....
see what i meant.....even after there is too many fail but at least the amount of try equals to success....

-silent-
 

Fake or Real

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u might ask me wether this is for real or not....but trust me...this is real.....see, this is the different between malaysia and guatemala.....


u can see people carry this weapon to restaurant, security guard with full armour at McDonald, even at my hotel i fell like entering FBI building, man in black with pump gun standing in front of the main entrance...
 

Family

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one has said that F.A.M.I.L.Y is the abbreviation from:

Father
And
Mother
I
Love
You

is it true?...........
i disagree with this......since family consist of brother, sister, grandma, grandpa and a lot more.....
we shud love them all...not just them but everyone around us....
thanks to anyone who support ma life since i was a young brat till this day...

would like to share something i got from ma fren juz now
~what u want is not necessarily what u need,having great ambition, high expectation is good~